enjoy this less than grand photo.

WHY DO I ALWAYS LOOK LIKE IM 12?!


hey guiz am i beautiful yet?
guiz.
hey.
am i.

i made a twitter.

its MerMadison

anyone wanna follow me?

anyone?

no.

ok den

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Today my brother is graduating.

and its weird, because it seems like just yesterday me and him were playing with legos on our living room floor, him building these super cool helicopters and me building giant walls and then wed make ramps and send little hotwheelz cars flying into the brick walls and crash them.

we grow up too fast.

i wish i had known that.

cherish the time you have with your younger siblings before they decide to move to austin with their friends next fall :[

lol



i have a crush on this guy.

too bad all he sees me as is someone he wants to fuck.

i think hes funny. intelligent. interesting. hard working. motivated. a bit lost. and definitely attractive.

and he told me hes picky about who he dates.

and i just wanted to scream 

“BUT I CAN PROVE ALL THOSE QUALITIES ARE UNNECESSARY. i can make you happy…”

but i didnt.

i acted like a good friend.

because im too weak to actually say anything. 



if you have a lookbook, id love it if you checked me out<3
http://lookbook.nu/themermaidmadison

this is my face.